Lost of my baby....

[gfranklin12]

Hi I am gfranklin12, and I suffer from PTSD, chronic depression, and anxiety disorder, due to the unexpectedly death of my daughter. She was murdered by her ex boyfriend, and father of her son... my grandson. They are ones in my profile picture. I asked my daughter to move away from our hometown, and come live with me, because I wanted her to have a better life. What I didn't know that she was involved in a violent relationship that she kept from me. It was indicated by the court, that her ex-boyfriend stated to her " If you move to where your father lives, than that is a good way to get yourself killed!" He murdered her, and threw her body in a lake. Before that, he brulty beat her to death, because he want to take her beauty away. I recived the call later Sunday night from her mother, that she was missing, and it took three days to locate her body. I feft responsible for my baby death, and it started my downward journey of depression and anxiety. I was a principal in the public school system for 20 years, and was considered one of the best disciplinary administrator in my state!!! I had to step down from my job, because of my illnesses, and started taking medication, and therapy. I am hoping that, I can maybe talk to others who are going through these issues with depression, PTSD, and uncontrollable anxiety. It's so hard, and painful to go through this along... please help.

Thank you...

gfranklin12

[Mary-intussuception]

Dearest gfranklin12,

My Deepest Sympathy on the tragic, sudden death of your Beautiful, Precious Daughter taken from you suddenly, without warning.

I cannot even begin to imagine what you must be going through.

[gfranklin12 in reply to Mary-intussuception]

Thank you, and may God Continue to Bless you!!!

[Mary-intussuception in reply to gfranklin12]

Would you like to talk about your daughter? Or would that be too painful?

[gfranklin12 in reply to Mary-intussuception]

I do... by yes it a little rough right now, because I have been fighting panic anxiey the who weekend. Is it ok to chat with you later about it??? I would really like that!

[Mary-intussuception in reply to gfranklin12]

OK

I can see how beautiful she is! And your beautiful grandson is just like his Mum.

Speak soon.

God Bless xXx

Mary

🌹♡🌹♡🌹♡🌹

[Agora1]

gfranklin12, I am so sincerely sorry in the tragic loss of your daughter.

No parent should ever have to feel that pain. Keeping you in my thoughts

and prayers. xx

[gfranklin12 in reply to Agora1]

Thank you for your kind words, and I am her father, but you are correct that her mother or father shouldn't have to go thru thr lost of a child.

[Agora1 in reply to gfranklin12]

I just realized that and extend my sympathy to you.

My heart breaks for you.

[brokenlight]

I’m so sorry for your pain & suffering.

Glad you are here.

[gfranklin12]

Thank you

[Liveinhope0689]

I’m so sorry for your lost it’s hard for anyone to lose someone but so horrible for a parent to have to bury a child it’s not the order of life.... I will keep you and your family in prayer and prayer that that time will heal your pain.

[gfranklin12 in reply to Liveinhope0689]

Thank you...God Bless

[sunandbutterfly]

So sorry to hear of your tragic loss and the suffering that you have been experiencing. Know that it was not your fault that the ex-boyfriend chose to take their lives. I am glad that you have taken some time to take care of yourself. Here are some more articles on the importance of self-care that you may find encouraging on the days that you feel frustrated with your employment status:list.ly/list/2EUz-the-selfl....

Know that even though you had to step down for a time, it may be possible for you to return to work at a later time. Right now, you need to take time to heal, to take medication, and to seek the help of a therapist.

Also, you are not alone! Maybe it would be helpful for you to seek out a grief support group? Please continue to post on here as well.Maybe some of these resources for walking through grief would be helpful? list.ly/list/2Eu7-a-guiding...

[gfranklin12]

Thank you for your kind words and wonderful ideas!!! Please stay in touch😊😊😊!!!