How do you open up and tell someone how you feel, open up about what happened when you were a child, get answers about why it was me, what did I do to deserve it.
So how do you start to tell people, without feeling guilty that I did something to deserve this, this feeling so ashamed that I did something for them to do what they did.
How do you tell that you feel so low that you think about ending it, trying to find easy ways to di it.
I was alone then and am alone now, no one to confide in, thinking better of not here, out of it, be much easier than having to explain what happened, not having to come to terms with it.
What makes it worse is that it still goes on now, and no one listens, no one wants to know...….