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I don’t feel any different today, I feel numb and devoid of feelings. I actually had a brief moment of happiness when I opened up my new phone. So that was nice but unfortunately the same old depressive feelings returned. I just feel like lying in bed all day. I have no ambition for my hobbies, anytime I try to do them ex. Watch tv play games watch my favorite show, I ultimately can’t concentrate on them and lose interest quickly. This sucks because I can’t occupy my time like I could when I was in a right state of mind. In the right state of mind I enjoy my games, favorite show such as the classic doctor who series, things like that. I don’t feel anything today. But one thing came to mind is knowing that I am 18 if things get really bad I would be sent to the adult psychiatric unit of the hospital. I am just really depressed and don’t feel like doing much.

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I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, especially on your birthday. Still, I wanna wish you a Happy Birthday. I do hope your day gets better.

My bday was a few weeks ago and I had a bad day as well. After stressing out most of the day at the thought of getting ready and going out, I ended up just staying home. I ordered food, put on a new movie and relaxed. Turned out to be better than I expected. My point is, it's YOUR day, do what makes you happy, even if it's something small. If you need to talk feel free to message me. Sending good vibes your way 😊

~S~

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Agora1

Hi Imaginator997, there's got to be something more in turning 18 then being capable

of being sent to the Adult Psychiatric Unit if need be. Today is your special day, a day

to celebrate your reason for being here. Rather than looking down on all the negatives

and joyless times in your life, for you to start your new 18th year with some positive

thoughts for the coming year. Staying stuck never gets us anywhere. Wouldn't it

be nice next year on your 19th birthday that you could be happy with all you've

accomplished in 12 months time.

Wishing you a Happy 18th Birthday! Enjoy your new phone but also do something

special for yourself today. You deserve it. :) xx

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Imaginator997 in reply toAgora1

Thank you being more positive is something I have to work on thanks for taking the time to read my post.

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brokenlight

Happy 18th Birthday

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Imaginator997 in reply tobrokenlight

Thank you

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