I'm kind of new here. This is my first post and the first time I am sharing this about myself publicly. I have been dealing with horrors of Anxiety and PTSD ever since I can remember. I am also a recovering codependent who is yet to fully recover. I have not been able to talk to anyone about this but my girlfriend who has been supporting me ever since I can remember. My family is all in the shits and no one is acknowledging anything. I just want to feel part of something and feel like I belong because all I have been doing is living with this silently and studying everything I can about these horrific states of mind. I just don't want to feel alone and don't want any of you to feel that way. If anything I am here and would help to the best of my knowledge. From the bottom of my heart, I love you all and know how hard this battle is because I am still fighting it. You deserve the world. If no one has done so, I hope this post gives you permission to go after it.