Brother

[Itsme21]

Tomorrow marks two years of my brother passing. Every time this day comes around I relive the day the police officer came to our door to tell us something that would change me forever. I miss him everyday. Because his death was so sudden, I live life in fear. Im scared that when I talk to a loved one or see them, that it’ll be the last time. I get anxiety every time I don’t hear from my boyfriend for a few hours because I’m scared something happened. I think his death is where my depression started as well. I just wish I could accept what happened and let him rest peacefully

[tamka38]

Am sorry about your loss am here if u want to talk I lost my nephew to gang violence and I was so heartbroken he was 19 die a couple days after his birthday

[Itsme21 in reply to tamka38]

Thank you. I appreciate that. And I’m really sorry to hear that. That’s awful. My brother was also 19

[Mary-intussuception in reply to Itsme21]

So sorry for your loss of your

Precious Brother

♡🌹🌹🌹♡

xXx

[snflwrgrl]

My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry about your loss. I struggle with fear and I recently found a book that is finally helping me. It’s called praying through fear by Stormie Omartian. It might help you too. When my mom died I went to GriefShare. Have you ever heard of it? It’s offered nationwide so there’s a good chance there’s one in your area. There I met other women who were going through similar emotions as mine and I was given the tools I needed to start healing. You are not alone. I’m glad you reached out.

[Itsme21 in reply to snflwrgrl]

No I haven’t heard of it but I’ll look into it. I’m sorry to hear about your loss as well. Loosing someone is never easy and I appreciate your kind words