Life sucks for me

[Smellycat123456]

I getting to the point where I've had enough

[fern71]

Hang in there. Reach out to someone (friend, family, teacher) Trust me.....it gets better. It did for me.

[Daisycup]

Why does it suck

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Daisycup]

Hey Daisy, I'm going to have to get back to you soon. I'm with my kids today but my groundhog day never ends. Thanks for the reply, I really need to talk to someone.

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Daisycup]

Hi there, I'm feeling really down right now and I just woke up. I have to get ready for work but I don't like the holidays ,bad things happen, I don't remember those good feelings I had long ago and I have nothing to give my kids but love. But kids want toys to open on Christmas but I have none to give and it makes me sad. I have a list of problems and I'm overwhelmed by them all I do is work and sleep and all that I make is taken away from me. I work for free and this is just the bottom of the list.

[Daisycup in reply to Smellycat123456]

Love is one of the most precious things you can give you're kids I'm confused how do you work for nothing there is always a silver lining stick in there I'm here for you if you need to talk

[Robinrenae]

Hi Smellycat, from friends, right? love it

I read your past posts, you have really had a lot of loss and stress in your life. I'm sorry you've been thru all of that. But you have made it thru it proving you are strong and a fighter. Believe me I understand the struggle, I'm right there with you. Remember no matter how bad things are, your kids love and need you. And you deserve to be happy so keep fighting for that. I don't know you but I still care about you and your well being.

Sending love and light to you. ❤🌹

[Smellycat123456 in reply to Robinrenae]

I'mSorry Its been almost a month sence I've been on the site. Thank you love for your words. I finally got a few days off and I'm catching up with things. I feel so hurt and tired of always having to feel this way . I really need help form somewhere but all I see is dark days. My dreams are fading into the darkness as well and I'm freaking tired of talking about it, it is time for action but that takes money to go out and meet people but I work for free cause child support takes all my check and I don't even get to see my kid's. Texas laws don't care about father's and I'll be homeless soon and no one cares I'm sleeping in the house I grew up in and I can't pay rent witch is only 400 dollars and I have no light and no food or water and no heat. I pray and cry till I pass out and wake up crying. This is no way to live, I feel like I let everyone and myself down and I did nothing wrong. One day I was happy and the next it was gone, my wife cheated on me and left with the kids without saying a word. I'm not a bad guy but bad things happen to good people and I'm living proof. I've been alone 5 years now fighting for my life. I have no family and no friends, mom and dad are in heaven and my sister I haven't seen in a long time, I don't know if she's still around. I have lupus and nerve damage and I just want to lay it down. But what is strange to me is I have God's love inside of me, I still believe in love, I still have hope, but I see nothing but sorrows around me, I will leave my love in a grane of sand on the beach so that one day it will be found.

I'm feeling depressed and sleepy right now, thank you for reading just a small piece of my story. I hope it to be better tomorrow so I can share it with anyone who will listen to my words. My real name is Jesus and I live in the city of Cowboys.