Dream a little dream for me...

[Ncrazy]

My anxiety creates alot of doubt.From my time growing up in the projects ( the PROJECTS is to get out) ghetto contraction camp life.To profile people, cause in the ghetto its filled with slimmy shady people and family.They alway have ajender you got a dollar,you got a cigerette.If you watch Steve wilko jerry springer you know?

So 43 years of O C D or survival or defensive was created from environmental created.I see thing others don't see people breathing or people tone of voice body language etc.

So i am tearing my fiancee apart asking insecure unconfident question over and over again. I hate being vulnerable sick