Today Yonnie my little soulmate crossed the rainbow bridge

[secrets22]

My little dog Yonnie was a one off, she loved me to pieces and i loved her the same way.

Took her to the vets Monday because she was not eating or drinking and had lost 3 kilo of weight, the vet did tests but no improvement at all, and today i saw the vet again and i stressed i didn't want her pulled about to prolong any suffering, she was lethargic and whatever i tried to tempt her with she wouldn't eat a crumb and i made the decision to have her put to sleep, and that's such a hard decision to make, i have pangs of wondering if i did the right thing coupled with terrible guilt.

Yonnie was my shadow and went everywhere with me and even slept on my bed.

I am bereft with grief, and not sure how to cope.

I still have Diva, a little Papillon who is also elderly, but when i lose her i won't have another dog, for i cannot cope with the heartache, my dogs have meant the world to me, but no more can i go through this.

I brought Yonnie home and buried her in the garden ,along with our other departed pets.

Oh gosh, i am broken.😢

[Dolphin14]

Secrets

I'm very sorry for your loss. I understand this pain.

Rest in peace at the Rainbow bridge, Yonnie.

❤️🐬

PS Rainbowbridge.com..... it's a wonderful site for support. They have an open forum and chat room.

[secrets22 in reply to Dolphin14]

thank you so much, i will look up that website.

[Celtic274 in reply to Dolphin14]

Sorry to hear of your loss if lost several pets over the years you did the right thing in putting her to rest at least she's not suffering

[Starrlight in reply to Dolphin14]

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[kenster1]

So sorry to hear tbat.

[russel0]

I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your beloved dog Yonnie. Losing a pet is never easy, and it's clear that she held a special place in your heart. My thoughts are with you during this difficult time.

[secrets22 in reply to russel0]

Thank you, yes Yonnie was a very special little dog and the next few months will be terrible.😢

[Cavalierrubie]

l am so sorry and know how your heart is in shreds. You did your best for her and she needed to go to sleep. We all have to go to the same place, but one day we will all be together again. Sending love and prayers that God will give you strength in the coming days. 🥰

[secrets22 in reply to Cavalierrubie]

thank yo so much, i am indeed in shreds, the loss is breaking me.😢

[Cavalierrubie in reply to secrets22]

I know. When l lost my boy (5 yrs ago) l couldn’t go out of the house for 3/4 weeks. It was beyond grief. Unless you have been there………. He is still with me and nothing can take him out of my heart. Love never dies. I believe these little animals are a gift from God and sent for us to look after. We do our best and then God does the rest. If you are like me, you will be sobbing in your pillow at night. It’s almost unbearable. Keep strong for her. Xxxxx

[secrets22 in reply to Cavalierrubie]

I know exactly what you mean and i am sure i won't be venturing far in the next few weeks. The grief is all encompassing. xxx

[Arymretep]

So sorry to hear about Yonnie, ïm sure you are heartbroken, having been through losing many dogs in my lifetime it never gets any easier. Sending my love .

Those that live in the hearts of others, never die 💕

[secrets22 in reply to Arymretep]

yes thank you, i am really hurting.

[gettingsomewhere]

Poor you secrets Im so sorry to read your sad news and to know how heart breaking this is for you.

You undoubtedly did the kindest thing by putting an end to her suffering but its never easy.

I still miss our beloved dog. They occupy a special place in our hearts. Thinking of you x

[secrets22 in reply to gettingsomewhere]

Thank you, dogs really are a blessing and right now i am completely broken.

[Alpakka123]

I'm so very sorry, secrets.

[secrets22 in reply to Alpakka123]

Thank you....the loss is truly terrible.

[LifeIsThePitts]

My heart goes out to you for the loss of your soulmate. I feel your pain as it's been almost a year since Smokey passed away and he was my "Once In A Lifetime Dog".

Know that she is resting peacefully and pain free. She's at the 🌈 rainbow bridge, patiently waiting for your reunion. She's not gone. You will be visited by her. In the days and weeks right after he died, Smokey sent me signs to let me know he was safe and still by my side even though I no longer could physically see or touch him.

In fact, he just visited me a couple weeks ago in a vividly REAL dream that I woke myself up from by talking like it was happening IRL!

Spoil diva. She's your comfort and you're hers as you go through this loss. Grace is 12.5 years old, and our last pup, so I understand your feeling about diva. I've become SO MUCH CLOSER to her in the last 11 months!

The grief is awful. Leaning on the empathy of this forum was a a huge influence on my ability to cope through the process. We're here for you. We understand the importance of our therapy animals. They're more than pets... they're our family.

[secrets22 in reply to LifeIsThePitts]

thank you so much and i pray Yonnie sends me a sign for i cannot envisage life without her, she was a special little dog.😢

[Agora1]

Dearest secrets, when we lose our furry friends, we lose a piece of our

heart. I am so truly sorry dear. xx

[secrets22 in reply to Agora1]

thank you, they do indeed take part of our heart.😢

[Audiomarc1]

Hello Roddy. I'm so sorry about the loss of your beloved friend. I've had to deal with the passing of my dear little ones in the past. It's heartbreaking. Even though they're gone, your love and memories of them will never be lost. Please accept my sympathy and condolences and may she rest in peace. Take care my friend.😻🙏😻

[secrets22 in reply to Audiomarc1]

hello Marc.........it really is heart breaking....dogs give so much and ask for little in return.😢

[quietmaroon4]

I am very sorry for your loss. Please take the time you need to grieve. You did what was best to end the suffering, and now she may rest peacefully. My condolences again.💙💙

[secrets22 in reply to quietmaroon4]

Thank you so much, your words bring comfort.

[corgi_fan817]

I am so sorry for your loss secrets22. I know it is painful time. Hugs.

[secrets22 in reply to corgi_fan817]

Thank you, it is indeed a very upsetting time.

[Rufus07]

I’m so sorry! I was in tears reading this. I can’t even think about losing my furry best friend! My heart hurts for you.

[secrets22 in reply to Rufus07]

I know you feel as i do, its heartbreaking .

[Starrlight]

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[Worrier1960]

I’m sorry for your loss. My dog passed away about a year ago and it hit me much harder than I expected it to.

[secrets22 in reply to Worrier1960]

its awful, i feel totally broken.

[Shnookie]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Your doggie is in doggie heaven. 🐶🐶. He is resting pain frre.

[secrets22 in reply to Shnookie]

Thank you, i can only hope there is a doggy heaven.😢

[Roxylox]

I am so sorry for your loss secrets

[secrets22 in reply to Roxylox]

Thank you.

[Amysmom]

So sorry for your loss, My amy passed Sep. 19th . Having to make that final decision is so very hard but you gave your pup a wonderful life and you have wonderful memories.

[secrets22 in reply to Amysmom]

Thankyou ,yes its heart breaking like non other.