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[Igor4253]

I have limited to contact with my family..everyone suffers from form of disorder..one sibling is a prescription pill addict and has been all life the other is a alcoholic ..one has anger issues and works 24/7...me i was told yesterday being the youngest i hide from family problems.

i do..i know i also know i can hardly any problems any more i can function like a normal human..but inside dont want to deal with anything..anything from a broken toilet handle to a being short on money at the end of the month..i also see myself now as being not a nice person to the people that care about me..

im going to try and be better today

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I hear what you're saying & understand 100%. You've got what it takes, please don't be so hard on yourself. Do the best you can do, that's all that's needed! I wish for you a joy filled day! Love, peace, light & hugs!

[Dubba61]

Hello Igor, yes, families are a mixed blessing, aren't they? I have only one sibling, and since my Mam passed away, I haven't spoken to her. I find her selfish, and intolerant. Also, she makes snide comments about my Mental health issues. Sometimes it's just easier, to live without these people. Our own problems are more than enough to be dealing, with. I don't think your a bad person, just one with problems. 😊✌️🌻

[Igor4253 in reply to Dubba61]

i see other people like myself dealing with similar issues but always there for there family's..i feel like i have constantly ran from this my whole life..sorry for spilling myself..i just got really down all of a sudden

[Dubba61 in reply to Igor4253]

Yes, some people do that and until recently I was always there for mine. Then it became too much. At my age I only deal with, what I can deal with. Don't be sorry for 'spilling' yourself, Igor. We all do, sometimes. 😊✌️🌻