Iv e been doing all holidays by myself cause of having no family near me in Las Vegas. Now in Utah I'm close to my parents. They aren't doing anything so ill be alone again. Working NOC shift Xmas eve and Xmas so ill be doing that for Xmas🎅 No one likes me and I don't know why? Even 7 1/2 years sober my family seems more distant from me than before as an alcoholic! I'm so confused and sick of being always ALONE. It wouldn't be so hard if I had a dog! A dog would bring in so much joy and happiness but I'm trying my best to get therapy dog so my landlord can't say no pets! I'm getting a letter from doc stating I need one and see if I can get a dog then. I also have seizures so a dog would be great. I live in a community where most ppl have dogs so I hope to God ill be able to rescue one for Xmas and spend my life with my new best friend!!!! I hope you all have a great Thanksgiving with family💗🌸🌺 Eat some turkey for me😄😄
Another lonely holiday season! - Anxiety and Depre...
I'd go for a drive but don't even have a car yet. Only working part time and on disability. I could cry my eyes out about how life is!!! Just want a dog I can spoil rotten 😄😄 I prefer dogs over ppl cause dogs are full of love💗 Ppl on here are very nice its the ppl I see in everyday life I can't stand! Pray and hope ill have enough money to buy something for myself like you said!! Hope your having thanksgiving with family! Thanks for writing😊
O I like you! And proud of you getting the job. I think you will be able to get that pup🐕 I will be praying that you do
From what I've learned from your mother sounds like you be better off without her company even in holidays. But I can imagine how lonely it will be. Fill your mind on thoughts of getting that dog!
Awww thank you Jamie!! Your too sweet!! Yea I sure hope I can bring joy into my home by getting a dog! That's what I'm missing!! Its been a lonely life since my dog Cheyenne passed 7 years ago. My mom talks down to me a lot. Its like just cause I'm not rich like the rest of my family I get talked down too. Life has been nothing but pain and suffering and I just hope this next year will be better!?!?!?
Hi my friend sorry to see you are going to have a lone Christmas! I will be around if you need to talk over the holidays I unfortunately can work and my wife will proberley be working so I potentially will be on my own some of the holidays! I hope your doctors letter will help you get a dog as you could be doing with the company! I wish you well stay in touch over the holidays if you want to talk David 🙏🙏
Aww I understand how you feel, I've spent many alone. Why aren't your parents doing anything with you being so close now. You'd think they'd want to be with you more...life is too short! I sure have missed you! I love you so much! Peace, light, joy & hugs for you!
Well I just might be alone this year too, oh well I guess that's how the cookie crumbles. I've been battling my anxiety but climbing back out from it. How's the new job? You know how much I love you! Make it shine girl!
Oh no is he going to be out driving instead of home with you guys?? I'm sorry you'll be alone too. At least you have your kiddos!😄 I'm so happy to hear your beating the anxiety! That takes a lot to kick anxiety in the butt😄😄 The new job is stressful. Ppl are being mean cause I'm having hard time remembering names and ppls needs. The other cnas are irritated with me and now treating me crappy. I ordered brain supplements praying they help even just a little!! Love you so much!!!
Oh I haven't really beaten the anxiety..just this round. Shame on the people being nasty to you, do I need to come over there & protect you? Hahaha you know I will girl!Love ya bunches!
You hold your head up high, kill them with kindness! You've got this! Love ya bunches!