I’m sitting here waiting on my dr. I’m on medicine now and I’m so drowsy it’s unbelievable , and I keep getting reoccurring negative thoughts. I’m just scared. And I feel defeated and I feel like I’ll never have my moments of peace back! On my way to my dr’s office I called my husband and I told him I just feel like I’m dangerous and I’m a danger .... even tho I have no plan to be dangerous I just FEEL that way ! and Then all of a sudden I started to feel better about releasing my inner thoughts.
I don’t know if I’m deliriously drowsy and the medicine is known to make negative thoughts increase.
Or I just need validation that I’m going to be okay and that this part is normal !