My Depression starts ruining my life

[KevinLiu]

I have had depression deep since I was very young but it was hardly understood by people around me. Even I tried to hide it inside, I still had thoughts about ending my life once a while. I took the wrong way to deal with my depression and now it cost me the most valuable relationship I have ever had. My fiancée moved out and I lost her trust. I knew what I did would ruin my life but I didn’t stop. I can’t imagine my future without her. I promise her I won’t hurt myself because I know I owe that to her. But it’s so tough. I don’t know who to talk to. Every minute seems so long. I’ve got to earn my life and her trust back. Starting from today. It’s so heavy on my heart.

[froggymom88]

Hello Kevin. Please seek a counselor that can help you get to the bottom of the depression. You owe it to yourself and your relationships to do something to help yourself. Even though the depression may seem overwhelming there is hope to overcome it. bit.ly/2mFxWoz Sending hugs.

[KevinLiu in reply to froggymom88]

I really appreciate this! Thank you!

[froggymom88 in reply to KevinLiu]

You are most welcome. I hope it is helpful. Sending hugs.