Before I start I'm so glad I found this platform, I beginning to see everyone and the world as my enermy.
At times I don't want to wake up but I do coz I'm a parent. At times I don't want to breathe but I have to smile at my children so they see nothing wrong, wrong in such a way that all is well mommy's got this...
Been good or being yourself is the most hurtful thing that could ever happen during living. You learn, preach, practice and implement but it somehow bites back or is it my expectations hence I'm in this dark painful space.
Thoughts I go through when I try to sleep.