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Hi while sins I've been on and I'm still going to see my psychologist, I am feeling so low for the last while, still don't know about my assessment th a i had to travel into Glasgow although my doctor sent a letter to say I wasn't for to travel.

Now I'm told after some scans and long awaited results that I have a tumour in one of my kidneys which I am crapping myself over.

I'm so fed up and depressed over all I'm going through, wander why a bother at times.

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Emily16

I wonder the same thing myself. Then I have good days like today and I remember why I will not give up. I’m very sorry you’ve been having a hard time. I want you to know that you’ve got a friend in me! I will not let you go through this alone.

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MrStu in reply toEmily16

Thanks as like you I have good days and bad i have to see my psychologist tomorrow,

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Emily16 in reply toMrStu

How are you feeling about that? I know I’m eager whenever I see my therapist.

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MrStu in reply toEmily16

She is fine and does help in most occasion but she doesn't know about the tumour yet as I only found out about it the last day I saw her three weeks ago, my God her poor wee ears tomorrow, thanks again Emily think I'll try and get a wee sleep am a bit exhausted.

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Emily16 in reply toMrStu

Good chatting with you.🤓 Have a good night MrStu!!🌙🛌😴

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gogogirl

Wow- sorry about that. What a shock that must be. I hope that you receive good care, and have support of people around you. Thank you for coming here.

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MrStu

Well today's the day I get my Ct scan results, wonder if it's cancer or not I believe I will not find out today I'm an nervous wreck. 😥

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MrStu

Well I found out yesterday I have a cancerous tumour in my left kidney, absolutely gutted 😥😥

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Agora1 in reply toMrStu

I'm sorry MrStu and can understand what an impact that made on you. Take it one step at a time, try to stay in the moment and not project down the road. Know that we will take each step with you. You are not alone.

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MrStu in reply toAgora1

Thanks, Agora1

It is so hard to believe, my wife is a always my anchor and to see her upset also upsets me, I don't know where a would be without her 😥 it's nice to know other people care in this sad world.

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Agora1 in reply toMrStu

We do care MrStu, I care. You are blessed to have your wife behind you, together you will get through this.

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