Hi while sins I've been on and I'm still going to see my psychologist, I am feeling so low for the last while, still don't know about my assessment th a i had to travel into Glasgow although my doctor sent a letter to say I wasn't for to travel.
Now I'm told after some scans and long awaited results that I have a tumour in one of my kidneys which I am crapping myself over.
I'm so fed up and depressed over all I'm going through, wander why a bother at times.
I wonder the same thing myself. Then I have good days like today and I remember why I will not give up. I’m very sorry you’ve been having a hard time. I want you to know that you’ve got a friend in me! I will not let you go through this alone.
Thanks as like you I have good days and bad i have to see my psychologist tomorrow,
How are you feeling about that? I know I’m eager whenever I see my therapist.
She is fine and does help in most occasion but she doesn't know about the tumour yet as I only found out about it the last day I saw her three weeks ago, my God her poor wee ears tomorrow, thanks again Emily think I'll try and get a wee sleep am a bit exhausted.
Wow- sorry about that. What a shock that must be. I hope that you receive good care, and have support of people around you. Thank you for coming here.
Well today's the day I get my Ct scan results, wonder if it's cancer or not I believe I will not find out today I'm an nervous wreck. 😥
Well I found out yesterday I have a cancerous tumour in my left kidney, absolutely gutted 😥😥
I'm sorry MrStu and can understand what an impact that made on you. Take it one step at a time, try to stay in the moment and not project down the road. Know that we will take each step with you. You are not alone.
Thanks, Agora1
It is so hard to believe, my wife is a always my anchor and to see her upset also upsets me, I don't know where a would be without her 😥 it's nice to know other people care in this sad world.
Why can't I be happy with what do? 
Why do I not seem to get many responses?
Why do I feel like this 
