It’s my senior year and I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and it’s been really difficult for me ever since. I didn’t think this is where I would be my last year and I’m just tired of living. I’m in IOP and I’m getting help but my depression just keeps telling me I can’t do it and I’ll never be able to do everything I used to do. I’ve lost a lot of friendships. Most of them don’t understand and I don’t expect them too. But I wish I felt like I was actually in control of my emotions and everything that’s happened to me.