Hi, I am new here.
I’m in college far from home and recently lost my friends. My roommate use to be my best friend but after I had a conflict with my other ones she started ignoring me. Even though I was a really good friend to her. It’s been months, I’ve rectified the miscommunication with my other friends but we don’t hang out with one another. I feel like I’m all alone over here. I’m friendly with other people, but they have noticed I’ve been segregated and no one has reached out to me. Even other people I became friendly with that know but I see them do things together and not invite me. And it leaves me feeling so down, don’t leave the house much, I’m crying a lot and have suicidal thoughts recently. Sometimes a feel great and then one little thing will happen and I’ll be so upset or my mood would just plummet I’d feel like crying for hours. I’m going home soon and don’t know if I should make a doctors appointment or if This will pass. I can’t talk to my family as they are old fashioned and think depression isn’t a thing. I don’t know what to do and feel so alone.