I've suffered a lot of trauma in my life. As a result, I have a habit of getting in terrible and sometimes abusive romantic relationships. For the past few years, my therapist has encouraged me to stay in a troubled relationship. Since I don't trust my own judgment I made the mistake of trusting hers. She retired a few months ago. Recently, this horrible feeling came over me that the romantic relationship is very harmful to my psychological wellbeing and that the feelings I had for this guy were not at all genuine. I thought he was a really good person. He's not. He is taking advantage of me. The therapist seemed to be smitten by him. This has me in shreds. Why on earth would she do this? And, she wanted to find a way to keep seeing me after she retired. She said she wanted to be my friend. How do I deal with this? Btw, I've had bad experiences w many therapists. What am i doing wrong?