I know this is odd, but it got me thinking. Thought I'd ask here.
I have always dealt with mental health issues way before I realized there was actually something wrong. For the longest time as a child, I tried rationalizing what was wrong because my issues didn't look like issues that other people dealt with. Mine didn't seem as devastating or drastic.
Therefore, I internalized a lot of things. I've internalized so much that I talk to myself in my head and give myself feedback, like a therapist. I know I am in no means a therapist. But I've had therapists in the past comment on how insightful I am and aware of my issues (although I usually give them the lighter of my issues).
Long story short, I financially cant do therapy right now and don't have anyone I could really talk to. So I continue to rationalize/talk through my problems myself.
My question being, is there a name for what I'm do, by rationalizing/internalizing my problems?