I had gastric bypass surgery a few months ago. I had come off my depression medications previous to that. Since then my anxiety has heightened. I'm a therapist who is going to be licensed soon. I hate the position I am in currently. I have gone on many job interviews and every single one has wanted to hire me. I have turned them all down because of fear that I will hate it more than my current job. I can't enjoy my weekends. I am plagued with stress and it is effecting my relationships and the ones I love. I just wannabe happy. I just wanna feel normal and not like I am falling apart. I want something to be a guarantee because I am so scared of taking that leap. I just want to quit everyday. I am dseeing a therapist, it helps but only a little. I am seeing a medication provider on Tuesday I am hoping that helps. Because honestly some days I just wanna die. If anyone can relate or just reach out I would appreciate it because right now I feel so lost.