Ok so we just had a man and woman head on car collision trauma.
I can't get an answer what they look like.
Dread fills me because I don't know if it's my ex and that girl. They say one has passed.
Doctor says neither I will make it.
I'm calling my family making sure everyone is ok. I'm trying get ahold of my ex.
I can't breathe... I think I am going to pass out. He's not picking up...
Then I get told their characteristics. It's not them.
Relief fills me like a wave...
I was doing so good today. I told myself I would not bother him and then here I go trying to make sure he's alive and well.