Hi everyone,
I'm trying to gauge where I'm at with things - but does anyone else absolutely dread waking up for work every morning? I'm so depressed and anxious - I'm in a hostile work environment and I can't find another job at the moment. I'm 42 and no one wants to hire anyone over 40 so it's pretty scary out there at the moment. Unfortunately, the person causing the toxicity is the one I have to work with a lot and he's bullying, yells, treats me like I'm stupid and can't do the work, even though I do the work and the clients have never had an issue with me. I'm generally easy to get along with (at least I think) but it's very clear this individual (older male who has been at the company for a long time) doesn't like me and has it out for me. HR is aware of it but there's really nothing they can do since he's in a "big" role. I know eventually I will have to quit to save my sanity and mental health, but it feels like defeat when I don't have something else lined up. Or like I've let them win. It makes me anxious every minute of the day. Any advice is welcome. Thank you.