I must admit it’s really hard to admit we have flaws or things that we need to work on. This weekend was kind of a wake up call on my end. I let my boyfriends actions upset me and make me think that he was choosing his ex wife over me by not following through with what he said he would do. I realized I was interpreting the situation as him choosing her over me because he didn’t do what he said so my mind went straight to he must not love or care about me. I took his actions very personally. I should have sought clarification from him. I know I need to work on not taking things personally, my self confidence, accept that people make mistakes and won’t handle situations like I would and that’s okay, and that I do play the victim sometimes. I can also be petty at times and I am so mad at myself for making him “pay” all weekend for his mistake he made. I said I forgave him but I don’t feel I really did. If I had I would have moved on and not let it get to me. I feel like I wasted my whole weekend being mad at him and I only see him every 7 days. I let her actions and his response to her actions upset me and I was so mad all weekend. I should have let it go and been the bigger person who rose above and not let her get to me. I always ruminate and run conversations through my mind or ruminate about how annoying her text messages are. I know it’s the way she is. I need to accept the situation for what it is. I get so angry sometimes that my boyfriend and I have to deal with her texting Him all the time with her personal problems and yelling at him when he doesn’t respond right away. I am like Shante, you need to not let her ruin your time with your boyfriend that’s what she wants. She is trying to push my buttons and I let her 😞😞😞 now that I am aware I can start working on these things.