Up since 5am crying, nauseous and so severely dizzy I can hardly stand. I don't know what I'm going to do, but I don't think I can deal with the current anxiety and stresses at work anymore. Financially, I'm not in a good place to quit and I'm so worried that my life is imploding. Today is my birthday too, and all I can think is I want this anguish to go away.
PS I have a call into my Dr about my symptoms - waiting for a call back.
Well.... Happy Birthday. I hope you do something nice for yourself and breathe a little. I hope you can take a day off.
Thank you. I took all last week off and things just kept progressing...woke.up to a full blown anxiety attack and called off work. I'll probably get fired. 😥
What kind of work do you have? That is nice that you took time off- it's important.
I work for a local non profit
That sounds very rewarding, but if you are doing fund raising, I imagine that is stressful.
Happy Birthday! My wish to you is to find a solution where your needs are being met and you can take care of yourself and heal!
Thank you - that means so much.
Happy belated birthday! I hope that you had a great one! 
Did you get a call back from your doctor?
I understand that you can't quit your job just yet, but is it possible that you could begin looking to see what other options are out there, so you could make a transition there isn't an improvement?
Have you considered a second job that would help ease financial pressure, but is also rewarding emotionally? When times were tight for myself, I did babysitting and taught GED courses to earn extra cash. Those are just a few examples.
Please write back and let me know how you are doing.
I wish it would all just go away
I don't know what it means .. plz help
Me, just venting on the internet
I wonder if It is worth it
