Did something today I just never thought I would do......

My depression and melancholy have been getting so bad that today, I actually called a suicide prevention hotline number. And while the person I talked to was okay, my interaction with them really left a lot to be desired. So right now, I want to thank everyone of you on this website who has ever bothered to read or answer a post of mine or any comment of mine, or who has said any kind of encouraging word towards me, because it really DOES matter and you matter to me as a person!!!!!! I appreciate anyone on here who tries to answer people's posts on here, some people have such a lack of understanding and compassion and a lot of you on here are great people in my book, no matter where you live or what country you are from. I'm going to be okay, at least I talked to my mom about the call I made and she was very concerned about me and it led to us having a heart to heart conversation that we haven't had in a long time. I know a lot of people on here are in tough living situations and we've got tons of issues and problems going on, but don't EVER give up!!!!! God put you on this Earth for a reason, and God does not make junk!!!! We will prevail against this stupid coronavirus!!!!!!☺💖✌

[Hidden]

I want to say congrats on taking that step. There are many people on here asking for help and not everyone can respond to all questions or comments, but as long as those that experience open up and people like me that just want to try to help others this system can and will help others. Its the selflessness of helping those that you don't know that is truly rewarding to everyone involved.

[Llama00 in reply to Hidden]

I agree I feel suicidal alot and it's really difficult for me to think positive but the people on this site are really kind. I hope you feel better I know how terrible that feeling is.

[Mary-intussuception in reply to Llama00]

So glad you are still here. You are Precious. Everyone matters.

xXx

[Starrlight in reply to Llama00]

(((((((((((((((((Hug))))))))))))))

[JBmom36]

Great job on looking for assistance and sticking around so that we have the pleasure of being apart of your journey. I am sorry you felt that way today and even sorrier that the person was not compassionate or sincere. As you said there are a ton of people on here that do care and look forward to helping you through your journey. Hugs and positive thoughts headed to you!

[Mary-intussuception]

Well done.

It's so good to hear that you made that call.

It's also good to hear that you told your Mom, which led to your heart to heart.

You're right - you are God's Beautiful creation.

You are Precious and Loved.

And very kind and caring.

Thank you for your post.

xXx

[Ladybug9]

You are right, God does not make junk!! And you get support because you deserve to be happy! And please don't ever let anyone make you feel that you are not worthy of respect, love, and compassion! Hugs

[Iammesues]

I admire your strength