Lost motivation. If found please return....
Over the weekend I did something silly. I was out in the blazing sun for 4hrs. I now have 2nd degree burns on my upper back and chest. Quite embarrassed about it and self conscious due to the dressings so have called in sick for my course which isn’t ideal. This morning I’ve been awake for almost 3 hrs and still not managed to even get out of bed. Just don’t have the energy or will to do anything. I’m being weaned off one of my meds and take my last dose tonight, then a week off before starting the new medication. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t worried. I really need to get to the pharmacy to pick up a prescription of cream and dressings for the burns and I’m supposed to give blood this afternoon but I can’t be bothered to move. The fact I have stuff to do is making it so hard cos although a “lazy day” is probably what I need the guilt of missing the course, and other things is taking over and I’m beating myself up over it and feeling pretty useless.