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[Brittney07]

I have been extreamly tired all day, it's rained the entire day today and has made me complelty TV bound lol.. My daily plan of getting yard work done was ruined but I guess my plans were resting the whole day and I never knew it lol. It's actually felt good to lay around to. I'm still feeling fine as of thinking and over thinking, Im lucky ive had all these kids still keeping me busy but today they seem to be loving laying around as well. I hope everyone has had an awesome day love yaw.

PS. These are the kiddos who keep me busy who keep me motivated and make me want to do better in life. If I didn't have them my life would be incomplete .

[Agora1]

Brittney07, what a beautiful family

We've got to get you doing better so you can keep up with them.

You are so blessed. We're here to support you. Love, Agora xx

[Brittney07 in reply to Agora1]

I've been doing alot better here lately with the stuff I am taking. I hope it keeps improving how I feel. Yesterday was pretty here and we got out alot today we had big plans of going to the creek after yard work but we got rained out today but tomorrow's going to be a better day for sure suppose to be clearing up here soon . Thank you so much these kids are my life and there a joy to be around they keep me busy that's for sure

[Marshall64]

Great picture of the kiddos.😊

[Hidden]

Is their a set of twins?

[Brittney07 in reply to Hidden]

Everyone stops me everywhere I go and ask that . But no the two youngest are exactly a year apart

[Hidden in reply to Brittney07]

Ok I don’t feel stupid for asking now. I am a fraternal twin.

[Brittney07 in reply to Hidden]

never feel stupid for asking anything. Everyone has questions, And that's awesome! My first daughter I was pregnant with twins and lost her before she was born . It's amazing to me now because my daughter has two different color eyes .

[Hidden in reply to Brittney07]

That is unique. Me and my twin were two months premature. We had to be baptized right after birth. The doctor didn’t think we would survive. This was back before they did ultrasounds. So when the doctor came out he asked my father what he wanted. My father said a girl and then the doctor said and what else? My mother recalls how angry he got at the doctor for not knowing they were having twins. Me and my sister turned out healthy and normal.

[Brittney07 in reply to Hidden]

That's an amazing storey I'm glad you shared it . I always wanted twins but it would of been alot harder to keep up with them together at the age of two.

[Hidden]

I'm with you. My little girl is the only reason I haven't blown my head off from what I'm going thru.

[Brittney07 in reply to Hidden]

That's how I felt at first as well I wasn't wanting to live anymore but I always thought about the kids and how it would effect them and ruin there life as well. My friend witch was my neices boyfriend are the time had three kids and he killed his self two years ago and I've seen how that made all three kids I wouldn't wish that on anyone . Stay strong Dave and don't give up no matter what, your daughter needs you no matter what and we have to try and make our life better just to be there for them. I know you can I believe in you .

[Hidden in reply to Brittney07]

Thanks Brittney. I see your posts out there and it's energizing to read. I appreciate you.

[Brittney07 in reply to Hidden]

It wasn't always like that I was so down that I didn't talk o nor see anyone for a long time this page and all these amazing people have made my life so much better. Just having people to talk to makes a big difference and I slowly started changing things from the help of everyone's kind and helpful words.

[Hidden in reply to Brittney07]

It's strange because we want to be around people to feel alive; but, for me it's still difficult to get over the pain and pretend it's all okay enough to socialize.

[Brittney07 in reply to Hidden]

Right like battling our selves daily .

[Hidden]

My what beautiful children you have! Yes maybe you did just need to take the day off!! Tomorrow's always another day!!! Love & Hugs!!! XXX

[Brittney07 in reply to Hidden]

Thank u bunches .