I take 40mg of Citalopram
, 300mg of buPROPion
, and .5 mg of Xanax twice a day as needed. The meds are for depressions and anxiety. I've been taking this medication for about 20 years. Things have been going downhill the last month or so. I avoid social functions, I have anger, I've been mean to my family, I have very little motivation, I have plenty of self-loathing. I'm afraid to mess with the medication because for the most part it has helped. Of course there have been ups and downs. This time is a real down. It feels like I have ruined my relationships and my life. It is very difficult to feel good about anything. I don't see any answers but I am open to suggestions.