Hi I'm new here and I just want to say that I hope this can really help me. i have been bullied for 9 years and most of the time people I trust turn out to be backstabbers. i constantly feel alone and that none of my friends are my friends. A few years back I attempted suicide because I couldn't take it anymore. I'm still trying to get over it. Please help me, I want to be able to start trusting people and not a hide behind my fake smile.