Im 39 years old Im apart of the LGBT community. I have depression. I suffer from this because I lost my mother in 2014. I have 5 lawsuits, not feeling accepted in the LGBT community, over $50,000 debt, and just feel life has me down. I can't make friends as easy. I usually stay in my room. I live with my friend and I feel as though Im alone. I feel hurt every time when people lie to me or when they say they like me but never talk to me again. I really don't want to do anything anymore. I try to keep moving forward and try to remain positive. But inside is where it hurts the most. I rarely let people know what is going inside of me because of trust. I been hurt way to many times. Then I make choices that try to make me happy like going to casinos but who I am kidding I still come home sad, I go by myself. I hope to meet others that will see what I am saying.