Lately I feel like I don't know what I want to do with my life. I have had a path carved since I graduated high school. I've been checking goals off of my list. My last semester of undergrad is this spring and I'm freaking out. I want to go to graduate school but I'm scared of choosing the wrong program and getting into more debt for something I don't want. I debate taking a year off but I'm scared I'll hate myself for taking a year off. Anything I do right now I hate myself for. I'm constantly dissappointed in myself for anything and everything. Since my anxiety feels like its getting worse at times I'm terrified that its going to take over my life. I feel like whatever choice I make for my future will be wrong. I have been lucky to have a consistent work and school schedule the last 4 years I have been in school. However, this coming semester that got messed up and I think it is adding to my anxiety. I will need to quit one of my jobs and am in the process of trying to find another job that works with my new hours but its tough, especially since ive grown so accustomed to a certain schedule. I feel like I won't find another job and I'll just ruin everything.