Last night I was asked to bake an Apple Crisp. And I was all for it. Baking always calms me down after a bad day so I wasn't complaining at all...But when I was done with the apples I went to grab the glass cake pan behind me to place it next to the apple bin (because I am crazy about keeping everything in neat order) and before it even touched the counter, it shattered. My immediate first thought was "wtf?" and my second was a string of thoughts that still make no sense to me. My mind went into over drive and my hands started shaking. I felt the tears begin to prickle and spill over as I stood, covered in small cut from the glass that had shattered for no apparent reason. I knew I was having a panic attack, it was caused by my minor ptsd from the glass and loud shattering. I dind't know what to do and I still don't.