Does your anxiety come and triple with fear? Fear that if you don’t get better you will loose even what little you have. You will loose your family. Anything in life can happen anytime. Nothing is certain and the world we live in is so outrageously sad. Does the fear of loss panic you? Do you cry uncontrollably. I do. I am so afraid of losing my loved ones. I feel that I can’t do enough for them that I am a burden on them. I am so ashamed that I’ve been in this major depression for months. I’m not giving anything back to society just living like a vegetable. Just a useless human being. Crippled and prisoner of her own mind and depression. Does it ever end? How? I’ve been on meds and therapy for months now. I am bipolar II and it is good one day worse the next. Just wanted to share.