I miss you

[EmbraceYourself]

My ex boyfriend, who was my best friend. Struggled with his issues. He overdosed 3 days ago. The day before his 22nd birthday. I was in love him him still. I miss him so much, I can barely get out of bed to do or go anywhere rather than work. I've barely had anything to eat in the last 3 days. I can't, I just I can't do this without him

[fauxartist]

What a terrible loss, I am so sorry this happened...glad your here, glad your sharing

[Preciouslamb1]

I’m so sorry this happened ((Hugs)) sent your way.

[CazO46]

Oh I'm so sorry, I think what you are experiencing is part of the painful grieving process and will take time to work through . My thoughts are with you, keep in touch to let us know how you are

[hypercat54]

I am so sorry to hear this as you must be devastated. It is very early days yet and you are still very much in the first stages of grief. You need to do whatever helps at the moment as your grief is still very raw. If staying in bed is helping then do it. Can you take some time off from work? I know I did when my father died.

I know this won't take at the moment and it really is a cliche but time really does help, but in the meantime grieve all you need to. I wish you the best. x

[EmbraceYourself]

I'm meeting with his brother tomorrow, I feel like this might take a lot of weight of of my shoulders, even though I won't see Kendal again, just the open arms his family is giving me, is comforting. I just need to see his brother or his dad, I feel like to give my self the closure with Kendal. I loved him so much.

[countryboy1]

I am so sorry that he died. How are you coping with his loss?