recently broken up with. When I wake up the first thing I think is, where is he now? when I look at a map I think, where is he? I'm trying to stay off facebook because I cant stop myself from looking at his page. I look at my phone and open up the last texts between us and read them over and over. Thoughts of him startle me awake when im almost asleep..memories of things we've done & time we've spent together...I cry everyday. I think of him all day. I'm so sad. do I need medication or something? In three days all ive eaten is 3 granola bars and a pickle...I feel sick all the time. I wish I could just disappear.