I've never really had any true friends. They are just acquaintances or when I do actually become friends with someone it doesn't last. They all just leave me eventually for some reason. I don't do anything wrong and I don't see myself as a weirdo either. This made me start losing faith in humanity, wondering why everyone treats me like shit. I do however have a lovely fiance(engaged last week btw ) and she is the only person in this world(non blood related) that actually cares about me. This really got to me when we were talking about the wedding and who my best man is going to be. But I really don't have one which makes me feel ashamed. I feel like I only want friends because everybody else around me has a lot of friends and I feel like I should be 'normal' like them. I've been friendless my entire life so I'm used to it enough that it probably won't really matter but just wondering.
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