Is it or Is it not okay to feel like your going insane?

[ashishere]

I feel like im going insane, So many thoughts are going through my head telling me that im worthless or am not just good enough for anyone or anything. I don't feel important to any of my closestest friends. I wake up in the morning and tell myself not to cry because i know if i do my life is going to go down hill real quick. People tell me im okay. And i know i will be okay but i just don't see that coming anytime soon. Because if people cared and made me feel normal i think i would be a little happier. I feel like even if your not depressed your still not okay. Because you can't just can't go through life not feeling like crap or anything. When im alone with my thoughts it gets really bad in my head...

[LilyAnnepuppy]

If I had to wait for people to make me feel normal I’d be up shit’s creek. My self worth is up to me to be responsible for. I hope you can learn to like and love yourself.

[Nothing_but_books]

Hi Milohere. Wow that's a lot you're heaping on yourself.

Here we go...

Is it or Is it not okay to feel like your going insane?

-- Yup. It's okay to feel what you're feeling. Thinking what you're feeling is not great though. Look up "sticky thoughts".

So many thoughts... telling me that im worthless

-- You're not. You're hurt. Lots of people here understand being hurt.

am not good enough for anyone or anything

-- Being good enough for yourself is a good aim.

tell myself not to cry because i know if i do my life is going to go down hill real quick

-- I'm sorry you're hurting. It stinks feeling those feelings. Pretending they're not there won't make them go away.

if people cared and made me feel normal i think i would be a little happier

-- Again, some people will care, and some people won't. You can't control them. Work on caring about you.

Try writing down your sad, bad, unhappy thoughts and telling them off. Arguing with them.

I hope you'll try. You deserve it.

[ashishere in reply to Nothing_but_books]

Thank you <3 it means a lot to me that you reached out and helped me.

[Nothing_but_books in reply to ashishere]

You're welcome. It's nice to know I helped.

[Artistfriend]

Yep, sounds like alot of people are disappointing you and you want them or someone else to make it better which they may not be capable of. You have to find the right people to include in your life