...just had a break down by my...

[Haleyjo]

...just had a break down by myself no one there for me I live by a bridge not to far of a walk I sat out there for a while looking up at the stars thinking do I really wanna do this I started to step over the ledge and that’s when something spoke to me I believe it was my grandpa that died almost 3 years ago when me and my siblings were taking from DHS we went to foster homes for 6 months and luckily my grandma and grandpa were able to get us all and take care of us anyway I lost it I just lost it.....

[jkl5500]

Please dismiss all thoughts of self-harm from your mind. There are people on this forum who are concerned about you and are worried about you. Just reread the replies to your previous posts!

I'll be online for awhile if you'd like to talk.

[Agora1]

Haleyjo, I thought I'd check messages one more time before going to bed for the night. You were by yourself when we were talking with you by the bridge? I believe that your grandpa's love for you saved you tonight from making a terrible mistake.

From your post, I am starting to understand a little more in what brought you to this state. I am on from morning til late at night. I'd like to talk more with you either on the forum or privately. Let me support you, let the good people on the forum surround you with understanding and support. You do not have to be alone in handling your dark thoughts. We care.

Stay safe tonight, get some rest and I will talk with you in the morning. Agora1 xx

[Stilltrying_]

I am worried about you. How are you today? Gemma x

[fauxartist]

can you get help from a local crisis center, is there a walk in clinic that you can check into. I see you have a number of posts over the last day or so, and you are in crisis. Please get some professional help, I'm very glad you keep sharing here, but we can only be supportive. If you needs meds, or clinical help, please take care of yourself. Your not alone.

[Rick1on1]

Hi,

I read through some of your posts and understand that your life can be very hard. There is however much beauty and love to experience.

This tough time will be over if you follow the steps to manage your Anxiety and Depression and as every other person who has passed the trials you are going through - it is very worth it.

I noticed that you have not been very specific about the issues you have..do you want to share some and then see what advice and support come your way?

[Agora1]

Good Morning Haleyjo... How are you?