Some of you have probably already read about my ovarian cyst I have well it's the size of a cricket ball my gynaecologist said he's got to take it out because of the size of it otherwise he probably would of left it alone but because I have major health anxiety my mind has convinced itself I have cancer all my tests have come back ok but I just can't seem to tell my head that it's nothing to worry about I can't eat, sleep I'm only drinking I feel so weak body and mind this is the worse health anxiety I've had in years....I have medication I had a councillor now I have a psychiatrist who's trying to help me with breathing and different ways of thinking but it's gone out the window when my anxiety kicks in I'm just so consumed with fear nothing else takes over
Does anyone else understand me does anyone else's my nightmare as I've got myself in such a mess I don't know what to do with myself I'm literally my own worst enemy
Nat