This past three days have been really rough. I wake up every morning pretending to go to work. I haven't told my parents that I don't have a job. Then my grandma has been sick. They send her home from the hospital. They said there was nothing they could do anymore to make her feel better. I had a job interview yesterday and I didn't go. I feel so bummed out right now. I truly miss my old job. I had the security and good cash. I don't feel confident to start something else. I have two interviews tomorrow. Let's see if I wake up in a better mood. All I think is about not having a job, my grandma, my debt... I feel more alone than ever. Life is so complicated. If I was a different person I wouldn't be in this situation. And I would have my old job. I'm slowly losing faith. I just feel that all of this is because I did something wrong and I got punished. I hope this streak of bad luck goes away. I don't think I cant handle this anymore.