I've been struggling lately with a lot of anxiety and the feeling of impostor syndrome as a business owner. But it's getting to be overwhelming and feelings of depression are also creeping in now. It's making it hard to be productive at work lately. I'm launching a new service, which is taking a lot more time and resources than I originally planned and I'm behind on my goals so that's part of it. But I also feel like everyone is telling me what I don't know and what they think I should do all the time lately to run my business and that I don't know what I'm doing. I've been trying to shrug it off by telling myself they are just trying to sell me on their services and are using the things I'm lacking as a sales tactic that I desperately need them to fix my business. Or that they don't understand my goals and priorities and that certain things can wait till I'm done with the service launch. But it's really getting to me now because more people are piling it on and I'm second guessing myself on everything.
It doesn't help that I've been dealing with some somewhat debilitating health issues lately and emergency repairs on my home. So I've had a lot of anxiety around that (as well as the financial part of it) and feel like all the people coming in and out of my home are judging me for my house and mess and every decision I've made about it.
I don't know how to get past this so I can successfully run my business with confidence. I had been feeling pretty confident a few months ago before a lot of these things happened, but now I'm backtracking. And I really need this new venture to succeed. I would love to go to therapy to talk through it all, but it's not really an option right now because of several reasons. Any advice you can share to help me get over this constant feeling of judgment and lack of confidence?