Hi all,
I suffer from anxiety, I have done for over 10 years, and I'm currently being treated with medication and psychotherapy.
In May 2017 I started getting panic attacks and this took me by surprise, I'd never had them before. I got ridiculous agoraphobia and was unable to go outdoors. After taking a month off work, I felt much better and returned to work and the panic attacks died down.
I'm currently in the process of changing my job, and am waiting on a new contract (which I was expecting last week!) but for the past 2 weeks, my panic has been getting worse. I've recently moved house and a lot of things have changed.
Today I had my first panic attack in about 6 months, and I feel simply awful. I absolutely hate my anxiety, and cannot seem to calm down at all. The usual meditation or breathing techniques are not helping, and whilst I have a good support system, some of the advice I get from family members is to simply "stop panicking".
I feel incredibly unwell, and have booked back into the doctors on Wednesday. I don't know what I hope to accomplish from this post, but I just don't know what to do!
Thanks for reading and listening.
Becki