Lost Cause

[Moonlight2]

Its almost been A year now and i still cant forget what happened, I feel like im traumatized for life the worse part is that im ashamed of myself. Basically almost a year ago my so called Boyfriend started blackmailing me , with my own photos then he forced me to sleep with him, if i didnt he would have shown the whole world. Just writing this makes me feel tremendous pain in my chest.

[monicrt80]

Moonlight2, there is absolutely no reason for you to be ashamed of yourself. I don't know where you're located but if your in the US there are laws that protect you from this type of harassment. The ex can be put away in jail and I recommend you track or conserve any evidence which shows what the monster is or was doing to you. Please know none of this is your fault and I hope you reach out to any doctor or counselor you can find to help you and start recovering from these awful actions you've suffered through.