I just joined this site in hopes of getting some support and to find others who deal with some of the same things I do. I'm 27, became a mom at 16 and was shortly after diagnosed with depression. I went through with the therapy and being bounced from one med to the next before I finally gave up and just dealt with it. At the time I was also in a very unhealthy relationship that I allowed to take over 4 years of my life. I didnt learn enough from that one and went on to have another two emotionally abusive relationships taking up another 3 years of my life. The middle one i ended up pregnant again and my daughter suffered from the stress of my relationship. She stopped growing in utero and was born preterm. She was supposed to be born not breathing on her own, luckily she was and aside from her small size she suffered nothing more. I cut him out of the picture completely when my daughter was about 4 months old after he threw her in her car seat because he was angry at me. At this point I was also diagnosed with PTSD and anxiety. Fast forward to the past year or so. Allot of people my age have died around me from various different factors. I now have a ridiculous amount of health anxiety. Over the weekend i went to the ER because my arm was numb and weak, I was admitted...for once it wasn't just anxiety. Now tho I have even more anxiety because I don't have all the answers I'm looking for. I was admitted for 3 days, had 3 MRIs a chest xray lumbar puncture and all I know right now is my lyme reflex came back high. I'm petrified that I'm going to die from this, I have two little girls who need me. Does anyone else have any of these problems? Especially the lyme...how long have you had it? What was your treatment? Did you fully recover? What is the prognosis??