Tonight my cousins was talking. The cousin i live with who has the bipolar exhusband who's still on drugs while shes a highly functional alcoholic said in defense of her husband " everybody got a little crazy. You just have to pick your crazy or the crazy you want to put up with". Yeah and on my job education for life choices I checked " during grad school I'd like to become a depressed alcoholic, feel rejected, unloved and oh yeah throw in an abusive mother who strips away my self esteem with every visit, telephone call on my job, in front of relatives and friends. Yeah that's my dream for the future". NOT! What do you guys think? Can't wait til I get out this nut house. I was around more sanity in the psych hospital. Peace!