my boyfriend / best friend for 1 year broke my heart and left me for another girl, yet I'm still in love with him. I feel like I'm empty inside. each day get hurter to go on with my life. There a lovey boy who really likes me but all I do is push him away as I'm scared that I'm going get hurt / or won't be about to fall in love again.
I used to cut my self because I hate the way I look but I meet this guy. He made me feel so good and pretty but he started to make me feel like shit, so I started to cut again but he won't happy about it, I guess I was too fucked up for him.
I try not to cut my self anymore but it so hard, I no been eating a lot instead though. I just end up finding another way to hurt my self.