Long story short. Work Christmas party got drunk, got drunk with my boss/ the head teacher. Then we had a very deep meaningful conversation the one you can o lay have when your guard is down due to alcohol! But then the panic hit. Have I over shared have I said something really stupid that I can not take back. Email arrived Monday morning and he apologised for he drunkenness as did I but he did say he thought I said something he hoped I hadn’t. Which wasn’t the case. So I just avoided him didn’t reply to that part of the email. Then in work he questioned me again because he was concerned. But again, I avoided it made my excuse to leave and go teach because I do t want to even think about it.
I feel sick now it’s been like it for a week now and I’m so worried and anxious and I can not keep my mind. Yay or keep it out of my head. I’ve done the giggle search to find sensible things to do, sensible is not my usual go to but I need something. I feel so awful!