I was doing so well

I was doing so well. I felt positive and content. It doesn’t take much to trigger this stupid illness. I notice people that are happy and getting on with their lives. How do they do it? My life is good but I can’t see it. Life has worn me out. Everything is hassle. I have always gone out of my way to help friends and family in need. I can’t do this anymore. I just need to be left alone. I have so much anger in me about so many things. This stupid nasty world we live in doesn’t help. I will keep fighting and I’m determined to get back up there. Sorry about my miserable post.

[EdenFoxe86]

You don't have to apologize for posting your truth. I'm in the same place you are. It can be so tough watching neurotypicals go through life without the difficulty that we fight against every single day.

[Hidden in reply to EdenFoxe86]

Thank you for replying EdenFoxe86. They are strong people with strong minds and get on with whatever is thrown at them. I have tried to do that most of my life but I eventually hit a brick wall and can’t seem to climb over it and stay the other side of it.

[EduardoHors3]

That makes your story greater. I want you to keep fighting with the breath of life you have in you. You will fall indeed, but I want you to look back and tell the tale of how you found yourself in the darkest time. You are a beacon of light in this nasty world. Please don't stop shining. Anger has been with me as well. But it's better to use that energy for something else. For something good. Don't let your time pass you by. I hope you find what you are looking for.

[Hidden]

Thank you Eduarso. I will get there again. I have to. You’re right about using up so much negative angry energy. It’s exhausting.

[gogogirl]

You do not have to apologize- you just needed to vent. And you are already helping people right here. I get that way also and I am "old" thinking that it just must be so "easy" for some others. Guess what- they might say the same about others!

[Hidden in reply to gogogirl]

Hi gogogirl thank you for your reply. I guess a lot of people put on a face and a front and as you say it’s not all it seems to us.

[gogogirl in reply to Hidden]

Thank you for your post. Sounds like you are a deep thinker!

[lashunn583]

Your post is not stupid it's actually reality for a lot of us... Hope that u get through

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Thank you lashunn583