I am struggling with my depression. I am in so much emotional pain. I wake up and go to sleep crying. I am so nauseous I can’t eat. I feel so stressed and anxious all day that my chest aches by the end of the day. I can’t wait to go on break or go home from work so I can get in my car and bawl my eyes out. I am just so sick of being awake! I hate waking up in the morning I just lay in bed and cry and ask, why did I have to wake up? I just want this all to end.