I wanted to share my story because I feel like no one really understands me, ive had a lot of issue with anxiety disorder. I had a lot of trouble showing up to my senior year, I couldnt go to school for 3 months, the school realized I had a problem, thankfully with the help of my school I graduated. However, After graduating, I found myself lost again. I dont go out of my house because I have constant fear, when theres too many people around I feel like im dizzy or like im going to faint, sometimes it ends up happening. I dont go to school or have a job because im too scared. Not sure what im scared of though, maybe of being rejected or me not being good enough. I dont sleep much because im always overthinking about how my life is going and the fact that sometimes I feel like I have no future if I keep going through this. Im not independent or happy like most people my age. Im aware that im lucky to be here, but im scared of everything im going through. I found myself not too long ago, started eating all my problems, and recently gained excessive amount of weight, when I was skinny. I dont know where life is taking me but I hope I find a solution soon, all of this has never happened to me, and I havent reached out to people either.