So I am not quite divorced but moved out a month ago. I dreamt of having my own place again and it finally happened. I have a beautiful apartment and everything I need. Part of my divorce was due to my mental illnesses, GAD, PTSD, depression, OCD, and bipolar. I’m on several medications and have been in and out of treatments and therapies... the loneliness is setting in and my heart is heavy and I don’t know how I am going to make it a lone. Even on our worst days he was there. On our worst days there was still a warm body in the house or on the couch with me. I try to keep busy, but there is only so much I can do around the apartment. My illnesses keep me from going out in the world. It’s hard to even go get groceries, pay a bill, go to the mail box, take a shower. I don’t know how to cope with any of this. I try long baths, breathing exercises, eating healthier.. but I end up in fetal position crying on the couch and ignoring texts and calls from friends and family. I really need help. Any help I’ve gotten so far has not helped. I’m completely lost and empty.